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        <p>Scene 14</p>
<p>——下雨。</p>
<p>这段时间总是下雨，小雨中雨大雨然后大暴雨，从不停歇。</p>
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<p>邱琳很讨厌这种天气，因为一下浑身都不舒服，</p>
<p>本以为雨下一天就会停，结果几个多星期乌云都没散去的迹象。</p>
<p>因为污染的缘故，雨里有各种麻烦的化学成分。</p>
<p>这导致上街的人都非常小心……</p>
<p>而且在这种天气里，业务会减少，</p>
<p>业务减少，绩效工资就会降低。</p>
<p>“………………”</p>
<p>邱琳很想大骂几声发泄一下，但表情却很平静。</p>
<p>这个年代有什么情绪都不能轻易表达出来，</p>
<p>只有Loser才会把心情挂在脸上。</p>
<p>而且“好心情”是可以买到的。</p>
<p>商店里有专门的“心情”卖，</p>
<p>只用花少量的钱就可以让你的心情变好。</p>
<p>有人发现你心情不好，那他只会觉得你没有钱。</p>
<p>没钱非常可怕。</p>
<p>钱不仅意味着消费力，还意味着社会地位。</p>
<p>邱琳节衣缩食，勉强维持了体面的生活，</p>
<p>但她不想在心情上消费……因为买来的好心情消散得也快。</p>
<p>收起雨伞，邱琳打卡走进了公司。</p>
<p>已经快到上班时间，不过公司里鸦雀无声。</p>
<p>大家都在自己的办公桌前发呆一一果然潮湿的空气让大家的情绪低落。</p>
<p>一开电脑，收件箱页面被垃圾邮件塞爆了。</p>
<p>垃圾邮件过滤系统越来越昂贵，便宜的几乎没有作用。</p>
<p>邱琳看到收件箱三个字旁边的“999+”索性关掉了邮箱。</p>
<p>他们是房屋中介，总会收到一些奇怪的房源信息。</p>
<p>但她算过，邮箱错过信息扣的薪水，比垃圾邮件过滤系统的价格要低。</p>
<p>经济是最重要的东西。</p>
<p>是世界上，现在、过去，还有未来最重要的东西。</p>
<p>经济是价值的创造，转化与实现。</p>
<p>人类经济活动就是创造、转化、实现价值的活动。</p>
<p>所以什么地方都有经济，什么地方最重要的都是经济。</p>
<p>对邱琳来说，她的脸蛋要美丽，身上穿的要得体，</p>
<p>她的住房要舒适，她的生活要充实——这都是经济。</p>
<p>虽然维系这种经济很痛苦。</p>
<p>所谓经济就是取舍。</p>
<p>得到什么，放弃什么，让利益最大化。</p>
<p>邱琳为了让自己的脸显得更年轻，舍弃了让人疲惫但更高薪水的工作。</p>
<p>邱琳为了让自己穿的得体，</p>
<p>能出席帅哥云集的聚会，不得不背上贷款买限量款的小短裙。</p>
<p>邱琳想住在宽敞的卧室，因此她家的客厅小到只能放下一张桌子。</p>
<p>邱琳想自由自在的生活……所以她和所有人都保持距离。</p>
<p>这就是邱琳的经济学，也是大多数人的经济学。</p>
<p>——名为“舍弃”的经济学。</p>
<p>当然……这种经济学并不能让人过得更好，只能防止自己过得更差。</p>
<p>根源是这么多年收入没有什么变化。</p>
<p>新闻里经济总是在增长，国民生活水平永远在提升。</p>
<p>就连平均工资都连续增加了十几年，可惜邱琳的薪水却没什么长进。</p>
<p>可能他们把自己算漏了吧。</p>
<p>“哎呀——”</p>
<p>隔壁的工位发出了大分贝的喊叫声。</p>
<p>邱琳知道是谁干的，其实整个公司的人都知道。</p>
<p>正因为如此大家都选择了不搭理……</p>
<p>玛丽。邱琳的同事，</p>
<p>是个口无遮拦的人，心里想什么就会直接喊出来。</p>
<p>不过邱琳还是要看看情况，</p>
<p>事发地点就在隔壁，要是不处理好她会闹腾一整天。</p>
<p>“你干嘛了。”</p>
<p>“我…….我又把电脑弄坏啦!”</p>
<p>“没弄坏，你插头没插。”</p>
<p>“哎呀!”</p>
<p>玛丽发出了一个比刚才更大的声的“哎呀”。</p>
<p>“我又把电脑和家里的弄混了，家里的不需要插电，哈哈哈。”</p>
<p>“…………..”</p>
<p>“谢谢你呀!邱邱琳!”</p>
<p>玛丽抱住了邱琳，蹭了蹭她的脸。</p>
<p>两个人脸上的化妆品混在了一起，这让邱琳有点不适。</p>
<p>“脸上涂了什么?”</p>
<p>“嘿嘿，新的彩妆，昨天上午下单晚上就送到了。”</p>
<p>“和之前的有什么区别?”</p>
<p>“更适合我的肤质――你看，更加光滑了哟!”</p>
<p>“……有吗?”</p>
<p>“这都感觉不出来，还不如酒吧里的野男人呢。”</p>
<p>“酒吧的男人已经可以随便摸人的脸了?”</p>
<p>“当然不行，我喜欢的才可以摸。”</p>
<p>“………………”</p>
<p>“今天晚上陪我去吗?”</p>
<p>“不去，最近很穷。”</p>
<p>“今晚去的酒吧都是可以分期的!再不济还可以让臭男人帮忙付款呀。”</p>
<p>“……我不用分期付款，臭男人更不行。”</p>
<p>“啊等等。”</p>
<p>说到分期付款两个字，邱琳想到了个问题。</p>
<p>“你上个月不是分期买了电脑吗?好像还……不便宜。”</p>
<p>“是呀，怎么了?”</p>
<p>“这个月最低还款还得起?”</p>
<p>“哎呀——!!”</p>
<p>一声比之前两声都要惨烈的“哎呀”被喊了出来。</p>
<p>玛丽垂头丧气地坐在了工位上，露出可怜巴巴的样子。</p>
<p>“怎么办!我忘了算进去了，这个月要还的款比工资还多!”</p>
<p>“……这我就没办法了。”</p>
<p>这就是不会精打细算过日子的下场吧。</p>
<p>消费陷阱太多，又都是分期付款的商品，稍不注意就背上债务。</p>
<p>背上债务信用等级下降，下降后社会地位也会下降……到时候就惨了。</p>
<p>而且这种生活一点都不“经济”。</p>
<p>所以说“舍弃”是非常重要的学问，玛丽估计这辈子都学不会。</p>
<p>……虽说邱琳也好不到哪去。</p>
<p>“没事……大不了再去，卖嘛。”</p>
<p>“……啊?”</p>
<p>玛丽的“卖”字一说出口，公司的人纷纷侧目，</p>
<p>刚才的超大声“哎呀”都没达到这个效果。</p>
<p>不过很快大家又转过头去做自己的事，</p>
<p>其实“卖”也没什么丢人的，大家或多或少都“卖”过。</p>
<p>在这个年代“卖”并不丢人，丢人的是卖不出价钱。</p>
<p>只是邱琳稍微有点洁癖，如果不是很有必要她不想“卖”。</p>
<p>然而钱总是不够花。</p>
<p>说不定……她也得去“卖”了。</p>
<p>想到这儿邱琳很烦躁，她偷偷打开抽屉，</p>
<p>抽屉里面的东西能让她心情好了一点。</p>
<p>那是她花大价钱在旧货店里买的，一张破旧的明信片。</p>
<p>明信片的边角已经磨损殆尽，上面的字早已模糊不清。</p>
<p>邱琳不知道为什么这张纸能让她着魔。</p>
<p>或许是因为实体的“明信片”已经很难找到，</p>
<p>也可能是古老的“纸制品”本来就很有收藏价值。</p>
<p>不过更有可能的是……明信片正面的图案有种不可思议的吸引力。</p>
<p>那是一朵泛着淡淡的黄色的花。</p>
<p>如果她没记错的话，这种花的名字是“昙花”。</p>

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